I stayed up a bit too late last night although I was able to chat with my beloved So which helped so much, as usual. My Ambien worked great, in fact I didn't get out of bed until well after 10am. I fell asleep praying which according to So means I prayed all night. I believe that. I had a lot to pray about. Plus I needed the sleep as it was a rough evening emotionally.
Annie stayed with me from 2am until I got up, except to go outside and potty. Then she jumped right back up on the bed beside me. I rub and love on her whenever I wake at night. Keeps my bp in check.
I'm taking it easy today. Steph has gone to Greg's house and will be home around 6pm. I will cook some dinner and enjoy my family. Tomorrow I will go to work and give my employer a good day's work, and be grateful I have a job to go to.
It is hard to not think and wonder about Ryan and what he is doing. I know that he will be OK. There are a lot of prayers going up for him. Prayer is a powerful thing, the most powerful thing in the world in my opinion. I know that God is watching over him. I will continue to pray and turn it over.
Thank all of you for your thoughts, prayers and sweet comments. It has helped me a great deal. I showed Joe yesterday's comments this morning. He read them then got up and hugged me tight. He said "faith, prayer and togetherness." I say Amen.